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♪ may

MAESTRO - Seventeen

God of Music - Seventeen

i liked maestro and decided to update myself on their "older" title tracks i missed since drifting from my carat phase. love how fun this song is!

Dreams - The Cranberries

Linger - The Cranberries

Moon Theme - DuckTales (the video game)

DuckTales Theme Song

Love Like Woe - The Ready Set

sang at karaoke with my friends and revived my love for it

Daisy - Pentagon

love the 아주아주 오래오래 멀리멀리 떠나가길 바래 followed by a faded (떠나가지 마)... nut

BAHAMA - aespa

friend with a birthday said to stream aespa so i played the album when it came out. this was the first song that played (it was on shuffle) and i really like it!

Bungee - OH MY GIRL

i'm just revisiting a lot of old (kpop) loves for some reason!

I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) - Taylor Swift
Peter - Taylor Swift
Say It Back - Luna Day
The Wonder of You - Villagers

♪ april

Beauty School Dropout - Frankie Avalon

LABOUR (the cacophony) - Paris Paloma

love this version of the song

Too Sweet - Hozier

Good Luck, Babe! - Chappell Roan

was looking forward to this since she released previews of it. miss chappell!!!!

she's all i wanna be - Tate McRae

The Wonder Of You - Villagers

this version of the song showed up on a tiktok i saw, and while looking for it on youtube i found out it was used in a show where ADAM SCOTT sings (lip-syncs) it? hello???

Espresso - Sabrina Carpenter

I Won't Say (I'm In Love) - a!ka


favorite songs include:
  • Peter
  • Clara Bow
  • I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)
  • Florida!!! (ft. Florence and the Machine)
  • I Can Do It With A Broken Heart
  • My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys
  • I Look in People's Windows
  • Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?

♪ march

Say It Back - Luna Day

probably my favorite song this month. i love the vintage-ish sound of it... the way she sings i'll keep moving on scratches an itch in my brain

plastic pony - mxmtoon

we can't be friends (wait for your love) - Ariana Grande

Stupid in Love (ft. Huh Yunjin of LESSERAFIM) - MAX

Save the Last Dance for Me - Michael Bublé

i hate how fluttery this song makes me feel like ok... fine maybe i want to be in love after all!

Join Us for a Bite - JT Music, Andrea Storm Kaden


Another Day Of Sun - La La Land Cast

i did not care for la la land as a movie but i listened to this song again recently and was like oh? it's kind of good?

i'm confident that i'm insecure - Lawrence

♪ february

Already Over - Sabrina Carpenter

Revenge Party - Mean Girls OBC
Meet the Plastics - Mean Girls OBC
Stop - Mean Girls OBC

Daisy Bell - this specific one, with the vocoder all the way to vocaloid

first of all, i just think daisy bell is a romantic song. "i'm half crazy, all for the love of you"? fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!! and i think machines are so romantic. it's so sweet to hear the computer sing.

Getting Older - Billie Eilish

Six Feet Under the Stars - All Time Low

Bad Enough for You - All Time Low

i'll misbehave if it turns you on - OKAY

Don't Say Yes Until I'm Finished Talking - Smash

It's Hard to Be the Bard - Something Rotten

yes of course i was on a christian borle kick

Even MORE Hazbin Hotel songs:
Hell's Greatest Dad
Finale ("The Show Must Go On")
Ready for This

i thought that the first half had more good songs lol

Cupid - Twin Ver. (feat. Sabrina Carpenter) - FIFTY FIFTY

Favorite Record - Fall Out Boy

He Drives Me Crazy - ... the pokemon english ost???


touch tank - quinnie

this is my leo song sorry.. gold skinned eager baby blue shirt out the laundry!!

♪ january 2024

Not My Fault (with Megan Thee Stallion) - Reneé Rapp

On the Open Road from A Goofy Movie

found my youtube channel from when i was 10~13, went through my faves playlist, and rediscovered this song. i love max sooo much, he's so teenboy about the whole thing

Hazbin Hotel songs:
It Starts With Sorry
Loser, Baby
Stayed Gone

listen, i was so not normal when they announced christian borle (guy i historically have had a big musical crush on) would be playing vox (guy i declared my favorite hazbin character simply based on vibes). do you know how much of a win that was for me

34+35 Remix (feat. Doja Cat, Megan Thee Stallion) - Ariana Grande

Candle Queen - GUMI

Bells and Whistles - Schmigadoon! Season 2 (Schmicago)

Read Your Mind - Sabrina Carpenter


♪ december

Puppet On A String - Sandie Shaw

i love this song especially in the context of the movie last night in soho... that scene made my heart drop

A Little Brains, A Little Talent - Jane Krakowski

i've been developing an OC for a TTRPG my friends and i are playing and discovered this while looking for jane krakowski stuff (she's my faceclaim)

From The Start - Laufey

You're Just A Boy (And I'm Kinda The Man) - Maisie Peters

santa doesn't know you like i do - Sabrina Carpenter

why does she write such a good christmas song? the whole album is fun

Be My Yoko - Grizfolk

Pour Some Sugar On Me - (cover by) The Maine

You Give Love A Bad Name - Bon Jovi

i was listening to these because leo's favorite genre of music is glam rock. turtle disease strikes again

Don't Come Down - The Maine

♪ november

I CAN'T STOP ME (ft. Boys Like Girls) - TWICE

this song marries two of my past loves... pop punk and kpop

Don't Come Down - The Maine

Modern Girl - Bleachers

Monster - Kanye West, JAY-Z, Rick Ross, Nicki Minaj, Bon Iver

i love a nicki feature

You're Losing Me - Taylor Swift
One of Your Girls - Troye Sivan

spotify wrapped top ten:

  1. Cupid (Twin Ver.) - FIFTY FIFTY
  2. Cruel Summer - Taylor Swift
  3. One of Your Girls - Troye Sivan
  4. Loveit? - biz, ZERA, LOLUET
  5. Summer Baby - Jonas Brothers
  6. Frankenstein - Claire Rosinkranz
  7. Nonsense - Sabrina Carpenter
  8. august - Taylor Swift (love that this was #8, lol)
  9. Red Wine Supernova - Chappell Roan
  10. Screw Loose - Alli Mauzey

♪ october

One of Your Girls - Troye Sivan

this song breaks my heart, and the MV fits it perfectly. it's so tantalizing and so vulnerable at once... i love how he sings "give me a call if you ever get lonely". AUGH

1989 (Taylor's Version) by Taylor Swift

Let Me Be Good To You from The Great Mouse Detective

this song has no business being this sexy in a mouse movie

Summer Nights - Grease (1978)

baby blue (feat. Olivia O'Brien) - dempsey hope

Femininomenon - Chappell Roan

Summer Baby - Jonas Brothers

Getting Lucky - The Chipettes

i really wish someone would cover this song because i feel a little silly listening to a chipettes song

Jingle's 1st Song from Hamtaro: Ham-hams Unite!

i've been listening to this since i played the game again last month. on youtube here.

♪ september

표정관리 (Fronting) - Seventeen

when wonwoo says 입 맞추는 게 너는 어때? i lose a year of my life. AUGH!!!!!

Dynamite - BTS

i am... really not a BTS girl but this song fucks + i watched mutant mayhem and donnie loves bts, so 🙄 what was i to do

The Rise and Fall of a Midwestern Princess by Chappell Roan

There It Goes - Maisie Peters

GUTS (2023) by Olivia Rodrigo

230909: y'all this album... i didn't listen to sour in full although i liked the songs i did hear, but something about guts is really compelling to me. i listened to it through last night and really loved it.

standouts: get him back, all-american bitch

Not The End - McFly

I can remember quietly saying
"I wanna marry you, so do you wanna marry me too?"

And maybe on our wedding night
We'll learn the words and get it right
After the time, the stars will align
And when the music stops, we'll ask
The band to play one more time

Loving You From a Distance - jomm, readyaimfire27

Taylor Swift: The Complete Eras Megamix - Joseph James

here's the song, but i think it got deleted. much like many others, my favorite part is VI. Amber... the betty & cornelia street (my fave songs) and teardrops (my first song, i think) parts hit me hardest!!! the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart AUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

Vacation Eyes - Jonas Brothers
You're Losing Me - Taylor Swift

♪ august

August - Taylor Swift

of course. SALT AIR!!!!!!

Wonderland - Taylor Swift

girls just wanna have sex - mazie

Movie Loves A Screen - April Smith and the Great Picture Show

i've liked this song since high school, but i listened to it again recently thinking about my ocs.

Laughing means there is happiness
Crying means somebody's blue
Screaming implies someone's been telling lies
Or an apology is overdue

A smile means things turned out alright
Despite an oversight or two
I just want to mean something to you *

Vacation Eyes - Jonas Brothers

a video of joe jonas singing this song brought me to it. i have always known joe jonas was attractive, but in the way you know people get mugged in cities. you still get shocked when it happens to you. anyway, this song makes me want to be in love

Beach town, pull up like a hair tie
I just wanna reach out, feel you like a landslide
Doesn't matter where we make this love
Is that me and you euphoria, I don't need, I don't need to know *

HOT TO GO! - Chappell Roan
Pink Pony Club - Chappell Roan
Naked in Manhattan - Chappell Roan
Casual - Chappell Roan

So Hot You're Hurting My Feelings - Caroline Polachek

i get a little lonely
get a little more close to me *

(i love the gasp she does at around 2:32. so charming!)

Feather - Sabrina Carpenter

Fantasize - Ariana Grande

i no longer keep up with ariana but girlie has to release this song. everyone's right.

Scared of Getting What I Want - Annika Bennett


this is the playlist i constantly update with my favorite songs at the moment. i put it on shuffle often while i'm doing anything, although these days i delve more into my larger playlist of liked songs.

i plan to use this page to keep track of lines/songs that have made me insane multiple times over the course of my life :) stay tuned

lyrics i love

or, well, general parts of songs that i find really fun or compelling. usually you will need to hear it in the context of the whole song, so you can click the lyric to listen to it on youtube!

he's so bossy, he makes me dance would you have me? would you want me? you only kiss me with the lights off, baby, am i good enough? the ballads in the barrooms left by those who came before
they say "you gotta want it more"
i beg and plead you, please succumb to my charms tonight like if cleopatra grew up in a small town i guess i'll never know the reason why you love me as you do flesh and blood amongst war machines 그대는 어떤가? 나 때문에 잠들기 힘들까? the way i loved you, i will not be embarrassed of that how can a person know everything at eighteen but nothing at twenty-two? and baby, i get mystified by how this city screams your name you took my breath away
so now i can't suck in my stomach around you anymore
give me a call if you ever get desperate if we had a daughter, i'd watch but could not save her you've hit the big time now and the world is looking up to you your back beneath the sun, wishing i could write my name on it you knew it from the start, you've won, you've won, you've won;
so blame it on my heart and run
don't think i'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did i love you, ain't that the worst thing you ever heard? Oh, 아주아주 오래오래 멀리멀리 떠나가길 바라 (떠나가지 마) we share a heart of gold, we are a body of broken bones
when were we ever alone?
you won't stay with me, i know
but you can have your way with me 'til you go
입 맞추는 거에 대해 너는 어때? she walks like a woman and talks like a little girl maybe you've gone to buy me flowers but don't forget who's taking you home, and in whose arms you're gonna be you're always busy being make-believe though the winter may bring the whole world to its knees, the spring shall return with its fruit 길을 걸을 때 baby
위험하니까 꼭 안쪽으로 걸어
don't you know you're everything i have? in my head, i do everything right you're my twenties when i'm not being honest, i pretend that you were just some lover i'm doing better, i made it to september, i can finally breathe so 날 사랑 하지 말아요
어차피 더는 상처만 남을 테니
what if when he sees me, i like him and he knows it?
what if he opens up a door and i can't close it?
i know our time will end no matter how much we pretend i'm half-crazy, all for the love of you 僕の目に映る君は綺麗だ i heard you like magic - i got a wand and a rabbit remember that place you called lovely? i still go there in my daydreams 관심도 없는 넌 예쁘고 참 나쁘다


character playlists and things go here.