scrapbook ✦ mei's room

clothing items to buy

light wash mom jeans
red skirt (dark, more pink than orange)
off-white skirt (cream, but not Tew cream)
better white basics
colorful tees!
floral black skirt
black pants, how do you not have these

lullabies

baby mine
you are my sunshine
daisy bell
della's moon lullaby

animals i am associated with

government-assigned (or self-claimed) fursonas.

capybara
wasp (AKA meat bee)
regular bee
raccoon
bunny
cat
crab

things i should be into but am not

some of these are assumptions people make, and some of these are things even i think i should be into but for some reason am not. i don't hate them! i'm just not into them.

otome games
lolita fashion
fan conventions
The Good Place

rating system for song ranking

(i used this to rank all songs in tswift's discography, which you'll find here.)

10: RIDE OR DIE, memorized

9: FUCK yeah, memorized

8: really like it, memorized

7: really like it, don't memorize (flavor of the week)

6: has potential to be liked more :)

5: like / i had a phase and overlistened to it

4: it's good but i don't listen to it

3: i don't know it well, i don't like it enough

2: i know enough to know i don't care about it

1: can't even sing a line from it that's how little i know/care about it

art stuff to make

that lopez comic that's been a wip for years
kaedehara kazuha lives in my house - a zine that's just a series of shitty comics where i imagine what different blorbos living in my house with me and my family would be like
comic: chief and avery conversation about mimi/mei
planner/bujo/journal stickers of themed blorbos (rise turts, mume turts, fe3h charas, like that)
acespec leo fic... lmao if i jump back into writing fics for this extremely specific headcanon
BLOOM!: an everbloom style zine
draw all my favorite tumblr sexymen
ship riso series (but it's SO LONG... must find a way to chunk it so it doesn't feel like a drag)
OC trading cards
girl make a business card
one of bweird's events (maybe OCtober? maybe in the form of a sketchbook?

pages to make

fic catalog, condensed
"mini ships shrine"? i don't know if all my ships need a shrine...

inclusions can be a short primer + links to better ship fodder (fics, meta, fanart) by other people
(i really only want to do this to link the dimilix manifesto... maybe i should just find somewhere else to put it)

~~not a page, but add some picrews to the about me :) revamp that whole page honestly it is old!~~ done!
~~eye candy page. for real life men (celebrities). like a boy wall at the back of a classroom.~~ done 4/2/2024!!

i would do this with my fictional loves as well but the hottest images of them are usually fanart and i don't wanna be the repost guy

uses/tools page
wishlist
blanket statement for transformative works
art trade page
stationery page...? do i care enough to put this on my website.
"cry rule" page
"laugh rule" page? (this is harder to compile!)

my taylor surprise song wishlist

i'm so serious we're over if she does this at another show in the same country. these are My songs

cornelia street. i'm so serious
superstar
king of my heart
mine
gold rush
you're losing me - we got her!!! melbourne night 1 :)

i would also be delighted. maybe would scream or cry

cowboy like me
nothing new
mr. perfectly fine
hey stephen
white horse
forever and always
long live
out of the woods
getaway car
hoax
dorothea
would've could've should've
daylight

why throwing a punch is hot

i think all my favorite guy characters should punch another guy. i think it would be hot if any of them did it. no matter their personality, it would be hot.

throwing a punch is hot because he seems like the type to outwit his opponent or cut them down with words instead of getting physical
throwing a punch is hot because he's kinda femme. i don't know how to explain this.
throwing a punch is hot because although he’s easily annoyed, he seems like the type to not lose his composure and not get into physical altercations – but he did!
throwing a punch is hot because he’s a coward and you don’t think he would do it
throwing a punch is hot because he’s a weenie weakboy and you don’t think he could do it
throwing a punch is hot because he seems like a generally chill guy
throwing a punch is hot because he usually seems like he is too refined or polite to do it
throwing a punch is hot because he’s already pretty masculine
throwing a punch is hot because he’s good natured and not easily (seriously) angered to the point of violence
throwing a punch is hot because he absolutely WOULD throw down for someone he loved if even slightly provoked

words i've learned to say when speaking american english

laundry basket
fridge
sneakers
soda
a/c as an abbreviation of air conditioner

spreadsheets i've made

a sheet detailing my most questionable fictional crushes, with space for my friends to rate them
a sheet rating my blorbos by irl dateability, which i turned into a powerpoint i link to on this page
ranking taylor swift's discography by rating each song and getting the average for each album
doing the same as above, but with seventeen and each member's haircuts during each era
a masterlist of my large extended family's birthdays, including zodiac signs and stats per generation. the most common star sign in our family is sagittarius!
a timeline of my animal crossing villager moveins/moveouts
a list of questions for my housemates to answer in order to make a "which housemate are you?" personality quiz. unsure who the target audience for this quiz was
a crying tracker, where i keep track of when, where, and why i've cried, among other things
skincare/makeup organizational spreadsheet - mostly discontinued because i couldn't be assed
a survey to help us decide on what kind of house we wanted when my housemates and i were in the university housing lottery
a comprehensive list of ALL the fe3h tea party topics so i could pick which ones my self-insert would most like

little rules i live by

use people's names when you talk to them, even online
never buy a class package of anything, you will not use them
state the request outright if asking for a favor; skip the fluff
leave messages unread if you can't respond just yet
don't play video/audio in public
unsubscribe to useless marketing newsletters right away

US states i've been to

counting only ones i spent the night in. in order of first visit:

california
new york
washington
georgia
north carolina
rhode island
connecticut
massachussetts
maryland

solo tabletop games i want to play

galatea - jesus christ this one looks good and hurtful
paramour - ALSO THIS ONE..
the magical year of a teenage witch
tangled blessings - magic academy horror (can be 2 player)
masterpiece
the night lasts
portrait in a room of mirrors
butterfly on the wheel - MARRY A MONARCH
the devil would be proud - mephistophelian
man fuck this year - needs jenga
roommates - quick!
a fool’s errand -such a nice idea
okcryptid - MONSTERFUCKER GAME??!?!?!??
yourself
whom mortals seldom see
primadonna
to keep ghosts alive
the or8cle
the immortal
work in progress - mad scientist
WEAREALLONE - corporate ladder game
my first fansite
catch me - needs jenga
one thread, many patterns
misericorde - squire knight romance
you’re sick and it’s your fault
a neat little ribbon
the stars and their stories - homebrew-type

favorite candy

chocolate covered sunflower seeds
chocolate covered almonds
haribo gummy bears
cookies-and-cream kisses

mei's scrapbook

i'm so serious we're over if she does this at another show in the same country. these are My songs

i would also be delighted. maybe would scream or cry